Two nights ago, anxiety wrapped itself around me like a storm. I couldn’t get comfortable in my body, couldn’t settle in my bed. I was in a hotel in Las Cruces, New Mexico. The name itself felt encoded, mystical. This journey I’m on with a dear friend has taken us through galactic gateways and sacred lands over the past 48 hours. We came seeking truth. And oh, have we found it.
Eventually, I drifted into a slumber deeper than any I’ve known in months. And when I awoke the next morning—April 9th—it was with a heavy, familiar pain. The kind that begins in the heart and spreads like waves through the bones and tissues, a sorrow woven through the vessel. It was grief.
And then—I remembered.
April 9th.
The day he left us.
The grief, once forgotten, surfaced not through memory but through knowing. A cellular, soul-level remembering. The calendar date is modern, but the cycle is eternal. As a woman, I feel these cycles. I track them, feel their rise and fall within me. The subtle pulses of emotion and energy. Their markings, their imprints, are sacred.
And so, in my grief, I asked the question: Why have I been shown this? Am I really remembering this?
I asked for a sign.
And as always, the signs answered—loud and clear. I stepped outside with my little dog into the early morning light, into a simple courtyard outside a humble roadside inn. Simplicity. He loved that too.
There, by the door, was a dove nesting.
And then—they sang. Every tree seemed to hold a nesting dove. The whole courtyard erupted in a chorus of their song. It wasn’t subtle. It wasn’t quiet. It was a love letter from the universe, from him, from Source. A sacred “yes.”
And still—I asked for more.
Then came the message. A friend reached out without knowing why, simply following the pull of something deeper. He said, “I don’t know why, but I felt like I needed to send this to you.”
What he sent was about sacrifice. About how Christ never believed in offerings like that.
He had no idea what I was remembering—but somehow, he tuned right into it.
He wasn’t there in that lifetime, but he’s part of this Cosmic Christ family. A volunteer.
And that’s how it works. When I ask for signs, they come. We remember—together.
Because many of us were there. We remember. There’s a deep remembrance being activated across timelines, through lifetimes, right now. This is not about making myself special. It’s about helping you remember you. Your own divinity. Your own signature frequency. Your sacred humanness.
Because that’s what he came to do.
He didn’t come to be worshipped.
He came to be with us.
To walk as us.
To be divinely human, and to remind us that we are too. That the Christ light lives within all of us.
But his message was misunderstood. Just like what I witnessed working in the medical system—where heart-centered healers left conventional medicine to pursue functional alternatives, but many ended up replicating the same systems. Expensive supplements instead of pharmaceuticals. Endless protocols instead of presence. And while well-meaning, it perpetuated the same cycles of dependency and hierarchy.
The same happened with his disciples.
They came from systems that relied on hierarchy, on sacrifice, on dogma. And so they built what they knew. They made him a godhead. They turned him into the way—when what he came to show us is that our own “I Am,” our unique signature frequency aligned with divine love, is the way. Each of us. Not separate from the Divine, but one with it. Sovereign. Remembering. Radiant.
That divinity is within.
That divine love is the truth. And that truth is universal.
And now—it is time for a reformation.
It is time to walk in the true remembrance. Not of his death, but of his life. Of the love. Of the miracles. Of the way he laughed and wept and danced and walked beside us, not above us.
So yesterday, I remembered not just the loss of a man I loved in another lifetime—I remembered the message.
The real one.
And I walk with it.
Because now, more than ever, the world is ready to remember too.
And as I got in the car to leave the hotel that morning, the song “When Doves Cry” was playing. I could feel him smiling. The synchronicities didn’t stop there. The whole day was one long unfolding of signs, symbols, and sacred remembrance.
There was something about the date itself—4/9. I couldn’t shake the quiet weight of it. Four, the number of foundations. Nine, the number of endings and beginnings. Together, they whispered of a cycle completing—and something new being built in its place. A sacred confirmation. And then, the number 13 again… appearing softly, echoing through the remembrance and the invitation now unfolding.
Stay tuned.
Something new is being born.
We are the reformation.
We are the remembrance.
We are of the earth.
We are of the stars.
We are the Christ Force.
Expect Miracles.
In ever-expanding awe,
Alara
Founder, Cosmic Christ Force
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Christ Light Circles: Healing. Activation. Sacred Play.
Join Alara and Michelle in a sacred field of remembrance—where sound, frequency, and soul guidance awaken your Christ Light and deepen your divine embodiment.
He has shown us: we are in the quickening.
This is why we’ve been guided to open these daily Christ Light Circles—offering live transmission, healing, and heart-awakening support to meet this sacred moment together.
April 2025 Schedule:
Daily Open Circles Begin April 13
Sundays (April 13, 20, 27)
11 AM MST – In Person (Sedona)
4 PM MST / 6 PM CDT – Virtual (Zoom)
Mondays (April 14, 21, 28)
4 PM MST / 6 PM CDT – Virtual
Tuesdays (April 15, 22, 29)
6 PM MST / 8 PM CDT – Virtual
Wednesdays (April 16, 23, 30)
5 PM MST / 7 PM CDT – Virtual
Thursdays (April 17, 24, 31)
6 PM MST / 8 PM CDT – Virtual
Fridays (April 18, 25)
6 PM MST – In Person (Sedona)
Saturdays (April 19, 26)
9 AM MST / 11 AM CDT – Virtual
Location: In-person gatherings are held at Alara’s home in Sedona. Virtual sessions held in zoom.
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Christ Alchemy: A Cosmic Activation at Mount Shasta
June 14–18, 2025 | Mount Shasta, California
This is not a retreat—it’s an activation. A sacred convergence for those ready to awaken the Christ codes within, embody divine remembrance, and step fully into soul-aligned service.
Over five days at one of Earth’s most powerful portals, we’ll journey through energetic attunement, divine remembrance, and co-creative soul alchemy.
Only 2 spaces remain for this intimate 5-day activation. We are holding space for just 13 souls.
If you’re feeling the call, the time is now.
