Last year, I embarked on a deep passage through the Medicine Wheel as part of the Munay-Ki Peruvian Shamanic Rites—a year-long process of merging with the ancient wisdom of the Peruvian Quechua Mountain traditions. It was a journey of profound surrender, penance, perseverance, and ultimately, transformation.
After walking many paths of letting go, I found myself, one day after a rite of passage, being called to rest. To lay down and allow my guides to work on me—energetically, physically, spiritually. It was a moment of great recalibration. Another turning of the cosmic wheel.
Mystical happenings have been a daily occurrence for me over the years. Visitors to my home in Sedona often call it a “playhouse”, a realm where beings, energies, and frequencies appear in a dance of remembrance. Paranormal experiences—once considered strange—quickly become familiar. Here, the extraordinary becomes the ordinary. In truth, everything is always working on our behalf, orchestrating our growth and expansion back into the love from which we came.
On that particular day, as I lay resting in my home in Missouri, I heard a message spoken audibly in my room:
“All karma has been paid.”
I was stunned — curious, but somehow at peace. I didn’t fully understand the magnitude of those words at the time, but I knew they carried great significance. It happened just before I left for Bali to host a retreat container last fall.
When I say yes to holding sacred space for others—especially the caliber of souls who are drawn to my containers—I know I am saying yes to so much more than an event. I say yes to clearing anything that may arise within the group. I say yes to purifying judgments, releasing dense emotions, and stepping into complete neutrality. I can only take others as far as I have gone myself, and I carry that responsibility with humility and devotion.
This is why the spaces I hold are powerful: because they are built upon a foundation of lifetimes of surrender, healing, and commitment to love.
After that powerful clearing last year, life began to feel lighter.
Synchronicities multiplied.
Miracles unfolded.
Long-held diseases dissolved.
Relationships healed and blossomed.
Opportunities I could never have imagined opened before me.
A deep clarity and unwavering confidence rooted within my being.
As I came into greater alignment with the divine plan, friction fell away. Dis-ease, born from resistance and misalignment, dissolved naturally. I realized: when we walk the path we ourselves designed with full trust, life becomes a gentle, miraculous unfolding.
Every obstacle is recognized as a sacred gift, placed by our higher self with love. Every challenge becomes an initiation into deeper gratitude. And in gratitude, density transmutes effortlessly.
I began to experience karmic lessons instantly. No longer stretched across lifetimes — learning, correcting, healing all in the EverNow.
I saw clearly the soul “flow chart” of many of my incarnations:
A lobotomized 20th century American housewife.
An alchemist during the Spanish inquisition.
A German soldier.
A Native American leader.
A Mayan healer during colonization.
A Hindu teacher.
A 16th century French queen.
An African warrior queen.
A Catholic Saint from 15th century Italy.
An Egyptian concubine during the Ptolemaic dynasty.
And countless others, spanning not just Earth, but the stars.
Through it all, I learned to trust the EverNow. To trust the process. To trust the unfolding.
Like the eagle spirit animal I was granted during my Medicine Wheel journey, I soared to heights where much was revealed.
Today, i can say:
My soul is pure.
My heart is open.
My words are true.
My hope is eternal.
And my fear of death — the root of all fears — has dissolved.
I am reborn.
The inward journey requires sacrifice — and it offers a reward beyond measure: the peace of remembering who you truly are.
I have seen myself, seated in the ethers, finalizing the soul’s plan for this lifetime.
This knowing brings me faith to speak my truth, to walk with integrity, to gather the Rainbow Tribe — the souls who have waited lifetimes for this moment.
For us.
If you are a volunteer soul — if you came here to remember, to serve, to lead the way — the time is now.
We have one spot remaining for our Christ Alchemy: A Cosmic Activation at Mount Shasta this June,
and six spots open for our upcoming Bali immersion:
Living Heaven: Rebirth and Activation in the Waters of Bali, this September/October.
These are not simply retreats.
These are sacred gatherings of the awakened ones, not only for our personal transformation — in service to planetary and collective transformation.
If your heart feels the call, if your spirit stirs, know that we have been waiting for you.
The bridge appears as you step forward.
The waters are ready for your rebirth.
Join us.
We are ready for the great unfolding — together.
Alara
P.S. There are three Christ Light Activation Circles left for this month - if you would like to join us, please click the link below.
